Friday, 25 May 2012

Worst Day In My Memory..


Well, Comprehensive is effectively over now except for exams, an assembly and Prom and although it feels good for it to finally be over I am feeling terrible about today..

Okay to clarify, over the last few weeks I have been ill. I have had what I am currently under the impression is a stomach virus and at times I feel as if I literally can't move from pain, feeling ill and constant dizziness; and to make matters worse after I do any sort of exercise it seems to inflame it.

Well, that meant that today I couldn't go into my last day of Comprehensive, and although I was looking forward to leaving (for the last two years) it feels so bad that I missed this once in a lifetime thing, the last day of actual lessons with my friends, in exchange for a day of being in pain and feeling sick. Building on that you have Facebook being filled up with people going on about how amazing the day was, and seeing the photos of what happened, and it is literally killing me that I wasn't there.

Anyway, I can't think of anymore to write, and you've more or less caught up with the goings on right now, so until next time...

Toodles.

Sunday, 8 April 2012

Loneliness, thinking and the problems brought with it...

I think one of the worst things about spending time on your own, (especially when you're me and thus listening to extremely depressing music) is that it really does get you thinking about your life, your relationships and just random crap in general and I have to say just one small thing, it actual feels so shit, it physically hurts, when you talk about him or you're with him (although my eyes are generally averted) and I honestly don't know what to do any more; and the worst thing is if you actually do read this you'll think it's about someone else.. Yeah great.

That depressing notion over and done with, how are you? Oh I'm glad to hear that, anyway enough about you, this blog's all about me. Now, life with me, well not a lot has happened really; extreme procrastination has lead to not a lot of homework done but shockingly revision actually getting done, so I don't know weather to take that as a positive or a negative, and with Cookseys media project being both enjoyable and now under way things are seeming all dandy with that, especially if we can get all of the scenes done for him!

Now, after feeling the urge to write in my blog I now find myself at the point where I am really struggling to think of anything to write, and that's after having planned loads to talk about prior (that'll teach me to write my ideas down); but as for my writing it appears that I now have a possible Youtube series coming up with the great Geraint and the script is slowly coming together with that, whilst another script is being made just for my own enjoyment (as I'm that lame) and also my story is still making progress with a bit of planning going on, so it's mostly background work on it, but it's work and progress nonetheless!

Anyway, enough boring you with my dull life, if you have read this I thank you and I apologise for this terrible piece of writing, and if you haven't why don't you have a gander at this incredible piece of literature! But for now guys...

Toodles!

Monday, 2 April 2012

Closing in on Landmarks

Well, my loyal readers, it appears that we are closing in on two landmarks for this blog. The first being that we are almost up to 1000 views on here, which for me is quite shocking, and the second being that we are something like four posts away from hitting the big ol' fifty, which I am quite glad at as it shows that I can stick to something for a while at least.

Now after noticing this I was thinking about ways of putting it into a post subtly, but careful deliberation has led me to give this news its own post as it is something that has made me happy (despite the fact it's a little bit sad that something so trivial has made me happy) and it gives me more reason to carry on writing; those being the next landmarks which will be 2000 views and 100 posts.

Now, it seems that progress in my 'novel' is making continual progress in the way of another chapter is completed (that's three now) and this means that you get to enjoy another two chapters (although I'll only be putting up the second one and not the third, that is until I complete a forth), so expect the second chapter sometime today!

Now I am really running out of things to say, so to avoid rambling and nonsensical rubbish I shall bid you a swift farewell; but on a final note, if she's reading this then Beth, I'm extremely disappointed in you for not knowing the song (Everything I Do) I Do It For You, it's a classic song and you should be ashamed.. Ashamed!

Toodles!

Saturday, 31 March 2012

Laptop Shopping


The time has come it seems, for me to buy a new laptop. Over the past few years I have gone through a fair few and it's high time I got a new one as my laptop is now, a.) too slow and b.) doesn't have enough memory. There's one big problem with this though, whatever laptop I have I know I'm not going to be happy with it and I may need help.. And also the fact that no laptop's going to live up to the Alienware M18x which is the one I want; and can't afford.

However, with this buying of a new laptop I will always get my sister complaining at me due to me only having a laptop for roughly two years, but after that time I need something that's more powerful and more suited to my needs, is that really that difficult to comprehend? Apparently, for her, it is.

Now there's another problem, I really struggle to choose, but for now it seems I want the laptop pictured (let's see how long that lasts) and it's the ADVENT Monza N2 15.6" Laptop which with college coming up will suit me just fine as it's not too expensive and would suit my needs perfectly, it even has a webcam that's better than my current one - although that's not too difficult to beat.

Now, onto things happening in the real non-nerdy world. Well, today in Wales it appears that the weather has changed for the worse again and from having glorious sunshine, we now have rather dull overcast days looming ahead of us (so much for going to the beach and having barbecues over Easter), and let's not forget that my novel has made some progress albeit slow, it now has a second chapter. Shocking right?

But now my lovely people who waste their time reading this terrible excuse for a blog, I'm going to venture to Game to see if I can get a cheap game and if not get a game from Blockbusters for the next to weeks; so for now...

Toodles!

Wednesday, 28 March 2012

Lack of posts, lack of interest...



Oh God, I've just realised that the whole "lack of interest" thing sound like I have lost interest in this, but you lovely people don't worry (or celebrate too much) because that's not it; it was more the implication that the lack of posts is due to a lack of interesting things happening, or not happening in my life at the moment. Isn't that just great? It always seems that when I have something good to write it's when the routers off and there's no way of getting it down, damn.

Now, whilst I've been off the 'Blogisphere radar' on here it seems my Tumblr has been getting quite a bit of attention in the way of posts, however it's not really interesting as it's just a bunch of images that I've *ahem* borrowed from around the internet. Have you noticed it's basically a site that's encouraging plagiarism, because that's always a good idea. Oh speaking of the 'Blogisphere', it appears that my good friend, Thomas 'Cliff' Cooksey has a blog and a link shall be here and in the 'I read these, so why shouldn't you section?' if you are too much of a rebel to click on that there link.

Recently, it seems, although things have not been going my way in a matter of speaking and I've had a distinct lack of sleep, my hyper levels have gone from normal to magnanimous and this has resulted in me both annoying everyone I talk to and also saying random things, so the words for this week and until I calm down are squid and kidneys; and if you say both together you get a bonus point. It'd be rather amusing to see you annoying people with these... Just a hint...

Now, I mentioned Mr.Cooksey earlier and not only is he now a blogger, he also is an aspiring novelist and has started a lovely fanfiction on the Kingdom Hearts series (my opinion on the game itself aside - I may come back to that in another post) and it's truly an enthralling three part story (is that the right word?) and I do suggest reading it, as I have not finished it and am thoroughly enjoying it! So, my minions, read here, now by looking at his profile page and choosing a story (the first one would be best to start with, just incase you couldn't guess that..).

Now, I'm slowly running out of things to say my kiddies, and I know I say this everytime but I will start writing more often - God, it sounds like I'm talking to my Grandparents about going to visit them more - I really am a terrible person.. Anyway, for now...

Toodles!

PS. Apparently if someone isn't sure what a Squid is you should never draw one for them as it'll either look like a dildo or a penis with tentacles.. Especially if that's in their RE Book..

Thursday, 1 March 2012

Cessation Avenue


Chapter One ~ Notoriety and Arrogance
 
September 14th 1884, London
 
The rain bounced off the cold, dank cobbled floor, it was typical weather for London at this time of year. Small lights flickered on the streets as a horse slowly, but elegantly trod down the street, steam wafting off the top of it's muscular body. Surrounding this scene were quaint stone houses standing to attention with only one house letting off any resemblance of warmth, the only trace of light coming from a larger house, just before a dark alleyway.
 
Once inside the house warmth appeared to emit from almost every corner, with only one part of this room giving off any cold and this was a daunting metal door, with strong bars on the top half rather than a window. In the room a large fire place took up a majority of the space, with a large but cosy chair situated nicely in front of it and a desk full of clutter in front of that, little else was in the room. On the chair, with his podgy legs slumped on the desk, was an unshaven, plump man snoozing gently, whilst a bunch of keys rose and fell on his stomach, all things seemed calm, all things quiet for once, it was strange.
 
However with a thud this all changed, in trudged a frail looking man, his speckled face distorted with fear and his thin glasses almost falling off his face. His hair, or what was left of his balding ginger hair was drenched from the atrocious weather outside, but before the now awakened man in this room could do anything to help this clearly petrified man he noticed his hands behind his back kept together with strong, steel handcuffs, and a hand holding the chain between them, partly covered due to his fingerless gloves.
 
As you followed the gloves up you'd see a large black jacket, which seemed to reach his thighs where he wore very well kept black trousers, with slightly lighter coloured black lines running down them towards his pristinely polished black boots. Underneath his rather large jacket he wore a rather creased white shirt, which seemed rather damp, and a black tie loosely hung from around his neck. This man was seemingly handsome, and with his smug smile being surrounded by some light stubble it just seemed to emanate confidence. His eyes, a dark brown with a tint of green, seemed to shift around the room taking in detail, whilst also seem calm and collected. Running his free glove-covered hand through his soaked, long brown hair he began to speak in a booming, if somewhat annoying deep voice.
 
Shame it's such a dull day especially after I, Detective Oliver Welsh, has single handedly subdued and captured this notorious ba- I mean, this notorious blighter.” The detective now began to push the petrified prisoner towards that cold metal door whilst blasting out more of his drivel. “Not only could this mean promotion for myself, which I think is about bloody time, eh? But it also means that you folk on the streets won't have to worry, am I right? I can't wait for tomorrow to come now, parties, parades, promotion!”
 
Suddenly, from the large seat spoke up the man who was asleep before all of the commotion, and in a deep cockney accent enquired, “S-s-sir? C-c-can I a-ask who is it you've got?”
 
Another smug boom came in response, “Why Francis-” “F-F-Ferris sir”, the portly man interrupted with, before the Detective carried on, “Yes, whatever! Well, this man is none other than that infamous cretin Doctor Chivalrous, and what a stupid name at that. Why, the killing of those poor men, Lord Jeremiah, that banker, even our local representative, such upstanding gentlemen killed by this monster” He spat out as he kicked the poor man through the door. “I shall put this one in his cell, be a gent and shut the front-door Ferry!”
 
That's Ferris, sir.” Snarled the stout man, before begrudgingly leaving his seat and slamming out the cold, damp night in one swift movement. Ferris stared at the blazing fire, thinking how just ten minutes ago he was asleep without a care in the world and now was being undermined by someone at least twenty years his junior, “Cheeky bastard” he breathed.
 
What was that Foghorn?” cried out Welsh as he strutted into the room, leaving the metal door wide open. “Nothing sir, and it's Ferris” the constable sighed again, before replying rather dryly, “Tell me sir, how did you capture such a threatening man?”
 
Completely ignoring the tone of Ferris' voice the Detective obnoxiously bellows out once more, “Thrilling as the story may be, and that I know it is, you shall have to wait for the notes, Fitzpatrick. Now, onto a bit of serious business. I want you to go into that room, sit outside that scums cell and watch him, all night, so that in the morning I can take him to the courts and get that blighter hung, got it? Good. Now, get on with it Fitzpatrick!”
 
Right away sir.” Ferris begrudgingly replied, before taking the last look at his comfy chair seeing the detective get cosy in it, and then his voice boomed again, much to Ferris' disdain, “Whilst you're on your feet Foghorn, get London's greatest detective a deserved brandy, then step to it and get to that cell!” As the detective put his boot-clad feet onto the desk Ferris subserviently got a glass, gave it a quick blow to get rid of the dust, before pouring the detective his deserved brandy, and then making his way to outside the so-called notorious prisoners' cell for a long night of guard duty.
 
Ferris slumped onto the rough, wooden bench outside the cell and drearily stared in making sure that this notorious man was still safely behind bars and after making sure he was there, which in his opinion there is no reason he wouldn't be.
 
Once again, another arrogant pra' who finks he's London’s saviour. Tha' idio' wouldn't las' two days on these streets!” Ferris growled to himself, whilst silently thanking Welsh for dismissing him as now he could speak like a normal person rather than having to speak all etonian. “Who is he kiddin', give it a coupl'a' weeks and he'll be pushing pencils behin' a desk again!” Chuckled Ferris, but his thoughts were halted by movement in the cell.
 
His vision now fixed on the cell he watched as the frail man came up to the bars, fear clear in his pale blue eyes. “'Scuse me off'cer, bu' I ain't 'ad anyfin' to drink since I got 'ere or any time before 'at, if it wouldn't be too much trouble could I 'ave summin'?”
 
Seeing the true fear in both his eyes and voice Ferris couldn't resist but to help the man out, even if just in this small way, because at the end of the day it's likely that Welsh had probably caught the wrong man and for that he's going to have to suffer. “Sure mate, I'll be back in a minute wiv' a glass' o' water for ya'.” Ferris said with a sincere smile.

The next sounds to be heard from that cell was that of a glass smashing, but the only person who could have, and should have heard it was fast asleep in the warmth of the office, an empty glass of brandy now dropping onto the floor from his hand...

So guys, what do you think? :)

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

Hey There Loyal Fa- Oh Wait...

Yes, I really do doubt your existence sometimes, as you are most likely not even there, but it keeps me warm and feeling loved at night thinking that people over the internet are reading about me... Actually that's quite creepy... Anyway, now for more the excuses because of my lack of updates as of late, and that is really just because I haven't got around to it and my Tumblr seems more important as more people appreciate me more, yeah I said it.

So, how are you? Really? Things will always get better anyway. Now, I'm pretty nifty at the moment, my work in school is actually going fairly well as I am a frickin' genius, I'm in the school which is extremely fun and I'm rather gutted that I have never done that before, and I wish I had done this before and finally there's life in general just going just fine, and that's great.

The problem with me writing a blog is that I never have anything interesting to actually write about, I continue to ramble and ramble, but that means that it's really uninteresting for you guys... If you read this... Which I doubt you do... See, look at the trash of which I am writing right now.

As a final note I would like to say that I will hopefully be updating my Youtube channel seen, (which can be seen here) and this will hopefully be better than my previous video which is pointless and random, but saying that it is called Inadvertently Random. Now, thanks for reading guys and I'll hopefully be writing very soon, as it will probably be quite sad as it may be after the end of the show, but for now...

Toodles!

Wednesday, 4 January 2012

The Year Was 2011...

Well, thank God thank is over. Possibly one of the worst years in my memory if I'm totally honest, nothing seemed to go right and I have always seemingly been second best. At least now it's 2012, and it's already both feeling better and has been better than the entirety of last year.

As you can see what I've written throughout the year most of it has centred around being a teenager, the ups and downs of it and mostly being depressed about it all, but now I have grown up and it's about time I showed it through the way I act.

Now I have always been a very immature person, I hate acting mature as to be totally honest it's very boring and I lose interest and get distracted after being a mature guy. But yeah, maturity is the way for me to be happier I think as it has already proved its use as I have been more mature (although slightly) and I've been happier!

In all honesty during 2011 I let people get to me too easily, both emotionally and in the way of being annoyed and that is yet another thing which I can pin point and improve in during 2012 by learning from the mistakes of this year, which there are a lot of, and that should again help towards being both happier and a better person.

As a final note I would just like to say that 2011 will only happen once, and although it was a pretty bad year in which I struggle to find just five good things it will in turn help build for a better future for myself as it has presented many ways for me to mature and improve, jolly good isn't it?

Now I have another Tumblr account after my old one got killed by some sort of black sorcery so if you want to see it and my random quotes, cartoons and other things check it out here and for this terrible piece of blogging you can thank Mr.Mellish for almost making me write it, but until next time...

Toodles! 

Sunday, 18 December 2011

"Good feeling gone..."

I really did jynx myself. Within say an hour of that post I started feeling down again, which makes me ask myself, why am I such a shit person? Well, the answer is I just am really. So, the only thing I can do is try and change that, probably by getting a sense of moral fibre and maybe having a soul would help... Anyways, a short but sweet update and basically in the same day as my other post. See, wait for one and you get two, aren't you lucky? Well, I better be going to sleep as I have to help my Auntie and Uncle on a computer tomorrow meaning on my study leave I have to get up early, great. So, unless I lock myself in my room and put my laptop outside I'll update soon (but not as soon) next time, but until then...

Toodles!

Nice To Breath The Fresh Air

Somewhat odd title, I know, but this is how I'm currently feeling. For no actual reason I am feeling as if I am more free than I have been for an age, and it's not to do with school, it's something else but I just can't put my finger on it. To make things even better I'm feeling calmer than ever and enjoying life, which is quite odd for me who usually ends up writing about how terrible life is and how miserable I am. Rather enjoying feeling like this, let us hope this lasts.

Now, my Youtube channel(s) have never been particularly original or good, but I think I have finally come up with an idea that is somewhat original, has a chance of being good and also something I could enjoy myself with and allows me to get my really obscene ideas across in a comedic way, so it's all good in that department.

Also as script writing goes (which I believe I've mentioned before) it is going very well. I've written the first scene and I plan to add more, and the plan for the entire thing is almost finished which just makes it even better. I think me and Geraint could really make something out of this and Rhys better get that A* for the trailer in his Media work... Or I'll be inclined to either murder him or his teacher...

One thing that has helped with my mood recently I think is the fact I'm just plainly relaxing more, I'm not over thinking things and I'm not getting down over shit stupid things (thank the lord), but another major contributing factor could be the music I'm listening to which is edging towards Indie, Surfy and a bit of Screamo which means that it's not that depressing and it's rather fun to listen to and when it comes to Screamo just fun to get your tension out by loudly, and very off key, singing to it.
However, I want a stereotype. This may seem random as most people will complain about being labelled but at least they know what sort of group they fit into, what can I do? I'm a nerd, gamer, sporty and emo, how the hell does that work? This is quite depressing as I have no idea where I stand... LOL! Wow... I really wish someone was here to hit me for even typing that...

Anyhows, I am now going to go and either draw and listen to Paulo Nutini, or go on the PS3 and whoop some n00bs, like a boss (Oh God! Kill me now.) So, until next time (that's if you're still reading)...

Toodles!

PS. IT'S ALMOST CHRISTMAS! I'M A BIG CHILD AND I KNOW IT!!